I want to tell you : you dont have the right to make me unhappy although I am a selfish, over-confident, stubbon and nervous person. To be frank to myself, I don't want to listen to your problem even dont want to see your face. I dont hate you but I dont like you either. Can you stop asking me why? Looping the same old question is useless. If I know the answer, I leave this hell already.
I start forgetting how am I look like in the old days. I lock most of the doors around me to protect myself to intrude strangers' world. And then I use silence, pretent-to-be arrogant and social conversation to build a wall. So that you will never see fragile, naive and timid.
What I want to be? I just wanna live happily with the people say what they think directly without pretent to be concerning my feeling, protecting me from hurt. You ruin my day.
I feel really bad.
(250 Day)
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