(240 Day)
轉借別人的日誌裡看到的一句話 正好總結最近的我
"最遙遠的距離，是心與心的空隙；是我們都努力的說了話，然而卻沒有辦法互相理解。"
3.24.2011
Thought 1.0
Sometimes I still enjoy physical-oriented work. This allows me to think, allows me to be who I born to be. Today is a good day - 23 Mar 2011. I end my day with a glass of wine, a bowl of soup and a loaf of bread in a warm and french atmosphere. Then, I start my day with relaxing expectation. Bon Voyage!
(240 Day)
轉借別人的日誌裡看到的一句話 正好總結最近的我
"最遙遠的距離，是心與心的空隙；是我們都努力的說了話，然而卻沒有辦法互相理解。"
(240 Day)
轉借別人的日誌裡看到的一句話 正好總結最近的我
"最遙遠的距離，是心與心的空隙；是我們都努力的說了話，然而卻沒有辦法互相理解。"
3.18.2011
Thought 0.9
實在有太多事情我想去改變
包括我自己 討人厭的自己
說到尾是不是就是要忘了自己 眼中只有你們 才能算接納
可是我真的愛自己比較多
我也只會先為自己設想
這樣看來
現在的我真的是一個自私的人
這天發生的事 到底明天的我會不會牢記著 後天的我還會不會哭 以後的我是否會從這天學習
別問 我真的還沒有準備好成長 這個翻起的津波已暫時溺斃了我
誰可以把我罵醒
(247 / 246 Day)
包括我自己 討人厭的自己
說到尾是不是就是要忘了自己 眼中只有你們 才能算接納
可是我真的愛自己比較多
我也只會先為自己設想
這樣看來
現在的我真的是一個自私的人
這天發生的事 到底明天的我會不會牢記著 後天的我還會不會哭 以後的我是否會從這天學習
別問 我真的還沒有準備好成長 這個翻起的津波已暫時溺斃了我
誰可以把我罵醒
(247 / 246 Day)
3.14.2011
Thoughts 0.8
Alone and others...
I want to tell you : you dont have the right to make me unhappy although I am a selfish, over-confident, stubbon and nervous person. To be frank to myself, I don't want to listen to your problem even dont want to see your face. I dont hate you but I dont like you either. Can you stop asking me why? Looping the same old question is useless. If I know the answer, I leave this hell already.
I start forgetting how am I look like in the old days. I lock most of the doors around me to protect myself to intrude strangers' world. And then I use silence, pretent-to-be arrogant and social conversation to build a wall. So that you will never see fragile, naive and timid.
What I want to be? I just wanna live happily with the people say what they think directly without pretent to be concerning my feeling, protecting me from hurt. You ruin my day.
I feel really bad.
(250 Day)
I want to tell you : you dont have the right to make me unhappy although I am a selfish, over-confident, stubbon and nervous person. To be frank to myself, I don't want to listen to your problem even dont want to see your face. I dont hate you but I dont like you either. Can you stop asking me why? Looping the same old question is useless. If I know the answer, I leave this hell already.
I start forgetting how am I look like in the old days. I lock most of the doors around me to protect myself to intrude strangers' world. And then I use silence, pretent-to-be arrogant and social conversation to build a wall. So that you will never see fragile, naive and timid.
What I want to be? I just wanna live happily with the people say what they think directly without pretent to be concerning my feeling, protecting me from hurt. You ruin my day.
I feel really bad.
(250 Day)
3.12.2011
Thoughts 0.7
When love ends let it go, please.
No love can only consist of happiness and romantic. A witness of lover's argue is something horrible for me. I have encountered this twice in my life so far. Both girls seem love the gentlemen very much to the extent that they do not want to walk away from this relationship. They cried, they speak in high pitch in front of public (at least in front of me). Within a relationship of two human being, both should feel something similar if there is a problem (otherwise, problem never is a problem?). Like earthquake, two side will slide apart at the same time and caused what we call earthquake. If the problem cannot be settled by the two, why they still need to using the same old way, staying with the same old person?
Can we love like Rubik's cube? There are many layer, many combination but one day we will figure out the formular to fix it, to enjoy it and to make it better.
Love is a game, enjoy!
(252 Day)
No love can only consist of happiness and romantic. A witness of lover's argue is something horrible for me. I have encountered this twice in my life so far. Both girls seem love the gentlemen very much to the extent that they do not want to walk away from this relationship. They cried, they speak in high pitch in front of public (at least in front of me). Within a relationship of two human being, both should feel something similar if there is a problem (otherwise, problem never is a problem?). Like earthquake, two side will slide apart at the same time and caused what we call earthquake. If the problem cannot be settled by the two, why they still need to using the same old way, staying with the same old person?
Can we love like Rubik's cube? There are many layer, many combination but one day we will figure out the formular to fix it, to enjoy it and to make it better.
Love is a game, enjoy!
(252 Day)
Thoughts 0.6
I mean it...
Why Hong Kong people are so lucky? Most of the time we need not to worry too much about natural disaster, worry anything about what to do when we lost our home.
Japan encounter M8.9 earthquake today (2011.03.11). When I knew the news via my cell phone, I feel nothing at all. I keep enjoying my cup of coffee and a piece of cake with a short phone call with my dearest friend in a warm and safe place beside a big window. On my way back home, I shocked by the scene from news headline. And then I ran home as quickly as I can in order to catch the news time.
Eveny scene from TV are terrified.
When I keep watching the video from TV, from internet, one thought grow in my mind. This tremendous earthquake really proved Japanese to be a very strong nation (as they always proud of). Japanese are patient to wait in front of train station, Lawson, traffic jam.....and even walk to home after work. There are nothing 'angry' on their face. Tonight I dont see any public Japanese blaming their government in front of camera, they are just facing it quietly.
Maybe the day after tomorrow, politician will start arguing on 'responsibility' but at least I see people are not just crying out there to rely on government help but using their social power to rebuild their society and helping each other.
Hong Kong government always remind us Hong Kong is not going to affect by others's region earthquake. Why? Please think : Where you gonna hide away if the skyscraper is collapsing? What you gonna do if there are no light in the city suddenly? Who you gonna call to say you are safe? How can we live our life so superficial and keep arguing who gonna get the HK$6000 from the government while people in the world is facing simply how to rebuild their daily life?
This disaster happen in my life between 29 to 30. It marks on the history in my life ever.
Love can be short. I love you all.
(253 Day)
Why Hong Kong people are so lucky? Most of the time we need not to worry too much about natural disaster, worry anything about what to do when we lost our home.
Japan encounter M8.9 earthquake today (2011.03.11). When I knew the news via my cell phone, I feel nothing at all. I keep enjoying my cup of coffee and a piece of cake with a short phone call with my dearest friend in a warm and safe place beside a big window. On my way back home, I shocked by the scene from news headline. And then I ran home as quickly as I can in order to catch the news time.
Eveny scene from TV are terrified.
When I keep watching the video from TV, from internet, one thought grow in my mind. This tremendous earthquake really proved Japanese to be a very strong nation (as they always proud of). Japanese are patient to wait in front of train station, Lawson, traffic jam.....and even walk to home after work. There are nothing 'angry' on their face. Tonight I dont see any public Japanese blaming their government in front of camera, they are just facing it quietly.
Maybe the day after tomorrow, politician will start arguing on 'responsibility' but at least I see people are not just crying out there to rely on government help but using their social power to rebuild their society and helping each other.
Hong Kong government always remind us Hong Kong is not going to affect by others's region earthquake. Why? Please think : Where you gonna hide away if the skyscraper is collapsing? What you gonna do if there are no light in the city suddenly? Who you gonna call to say you are safe? How can we live our life so superficial and keep arguing who gonna get the HK$6000 from the government while people in the world is facing simply how to rebuild their daily life?
This disaster happen in my life between 29 to 30. It marks on the history in my life ever.
Love can be short. I love you all.
(253 Day)
3.10.2011
Thoughts 0.5
Gathering resume normal.
With all the gentlemen in previous weeks, I had ladies these few days.
I think being a witness of love and promise is so lucky and suitable for me. Great to hear that my friend finally choose her Mr. Right and projecting her dream wedding to happen soon. I am sure your wedding will be so much fun and I will definitely enjoy in it.
How many more talks and silence we can have before you become someone's lifetime support? A night talk always mean much to me especially like the one we have with a resturant manager, a cafe owner. Their stories plant something into me though I cant tell what are they, I see people who really striving for life, striving for their love one. On my way home, I think who am I striving for?
So many people remind me that someone is important for people who is crashing to age 30 like me. Is it? I treasure the freedom to miss anyone, to say I Love You to anyone I mean it, to cry and laugh whenever I like and no reason needed. Falling in love with someone definitely is something good but when time comes, I believe I will know and he will tell me he loves me like I do.
Love is an experiment not a lesson
(254 Day)
With all the gentlemen in previous weeks, I had ladies these few days.
I think being a witness of love and promise is so lucky and suitable for me. Great to hear that my friend finally choose her Mr. Right and projecting her dream wedding to happen soon. I am sure your wedding will be so much fun and I will definitely enjoy in it.
How many more talks and silence we can have before you become someone's lifetime support? A night talk always mean much to me especially like the one we have with a resturant manager, a cafe owner. Their stories plant something into me though I cant tell what are they, I see people who really striving for life, striving for their love one. On my way home, I think who am I striving for?
So many people remind me that someone is important for people who is crashing to age 30 like me. Is it? I treasure the freedom to miss anyone, to say I Love You to anyone I mean it, to cry and laugh whenever I like and no reason needed. Falling in love with someone definitely is something good but when time comes, I believe I will know and he will tell me he loves me like I do.
Love is an experiment not a lesson
(254 Day)
3.05.2011
Thoughts 0.4
I insist to post this at this moment because this is what I thought
Love, Like / Affection, Empathy - 4 March
A day I see double happiness.
A yearly biggest event for my dearest co-workers to release their daily pressure, to get crazy and wild. I choose to leave it alone this time since that will happen every year and I never expect anything lucky happen on me while something happen only once in a life-time is just happen on the same time
A witness of Marriage and many tears.
Many of my great mates surround me including little fragile you. You cried. I want to tell you I like you but in fact I think I empathize you. I want to stay beside you, give you support, tell you that your girl and you will be the same like the couple. Afterwards my great mates cried and then the couple too.
My little fragile you, marriage is build on love. Before love, the two individuals like each other then affectionated towards each other. One day, both you and me will find a suitable one and we will live happily ever after.
Love is a process.
(259 Day)
Love, Like / Affection, Empathy - 4 March
A day I see double happiness.
A yearly biggest event for my dearest co-workers to release their daily pressure, to get crazy and wild. I choose to leave it alone this time since that will happen every year and I never expect anything lucky happen on me while something happen only once in a life-time is just happen on the same time
A witness of Marriage and many tears.
Many of my great mates surround me including little fragile you. You cried. I want to tell you I like you but in fact I think I empathize you. I want to stay beside you, give you support, tell you that your girl and you will be the same like the couple. Afterwards my great mates cried and then the couple too.
My little fragile you, marriage is build on love. Before love, the two individuals like each other then affectionated towards each other. One day, both you and me will find a suitable one and we will live happily ever after.
Love is a process.
(259 Day)
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