2.28.2011

Thoughts 0.3

The myth of Mr. L keeps running and what a lovely week enlighted my deep blue sea

Mr L #4 and your "wife", thank you for the unexpected reward. You never remember, you never remember how nervous I was when we first met, the first time I talk on my knee in front of you. Time can never turn back again but memories are still fresh like yesterday. Goodbye and thank you for the story you act.

Mr L #2 I'm gonna miss you, love you, support you wherever you are. Let's get start for the battle and we gonna meet very soon (very soon)

Mr L #3 You are my shelter. Can I have a hug next time to certify our friendship?

264 day left, I didnt grow up much yet. Too many things happen, too many thoughts, too many emotions but no peace.

(264 Day)

2.22.2011

Thoughts 0.2

In the week just passed, some interesting 'statistic' lives in my life - 3 Mr. L gave me something special.

Mr L #1 with his Ms C touched my life with luxurious experience. We probably will never understand the relationship between you both but I hope someday I will find one like you Mr. L. Definitely, I bless you Ms C with more than you can imagine. I see your hardship and I feel the worries. No matter what, it will be good to see you with your beautiful bling-bling and cool smile again.

Mr L #2 gave me great challenge and short-term frustration but you always are the one can force myself towards my dead-end. Your generous help on my work and personal life are so important to me and maybe that is why I can only pay you back by doing those you do not know and I know little. I am stupid but I am kind.

Mr L #3 never loves me and I never love him too. This balance of love makes us close to each other (I think). I may not remember many of his life, his face, his habit, his smile but I always remember him as he should know. We might be distant someday or leave each other one day, you always one of my rain-maker though I some time mad at you.

I love all 3 Mr L because they all come across my life and contribute memory in my mind.
Love is piece-by-piece.

(270 Day)

2.15.2011

Thoughts 0.1

Today is a nothing special day, except my friend's birthday, a bit cold and a normal than ever non-working day.

But i feel a bit different today.

Recently i talk a lot, i listen less; i see a lot, i think less; i hurry a lot, i run less; i eat a lot, i gather less; i love a lot, i pursuit less. Am i getting old and age cause all these?

I have been to Paris n Frankfurt last year, the trip affected me somhow. I lost my daddy thi year, and it definitely affected me a lot.  Today, i think, what is a trip, what is friend, what is family, what is honest and what am i?

I give up to structure my words as i used to, i write what i think and what i really mean it.

Today, i think what this is 'friend' means:
No gender difference
No background different
In a cold night, we meet up and have warm drink in our hands
With laughs, with shoulders, with tears with you n me like them





















(277 Day)

2.12.2011

魚在說

眼訓太陽在左邊 眼訓月亮在右邊
無言填滿了中間 在夜的風中旋轉
然後 誰都沒有得到誰 但誰都擁有誰

(281 Day)

2.10.2011

我們的角落

一天裡把兩個好朋友都見了
也許對你們只是一個下午茶
一頓再平常不過的晚飯時刻
可是你們陪我談過天說過地
一字一句都能撫平一點不安

(283 Day)

2.07.2011

你離開以後的最近

多出來的空間 少一點的負擔
卻擠不下以往的思緒
抓著剩下來的時間 太緊繃
要放棄一個人 一個私心 一個以為
我誰都沒見過  但誰都藏在我心裡

最近變得怕黑暗 怕看到照片 怕到某些到過的地方
開始怕想起某些有你的事情 就是沒有想起你的臉















我們繼續一起生活 - 第N個24小時

(285 Day)