Thought 3.4

有一天的夢裡 他出現在核電廠 卻面帶微笑
在另一天 他安躺在手中 突然 沉重無形的靈魂抽離了
空無一物 卻那麼真實
最後 剩下哭濕了的枕頭套
等待 晨光曬乾

This is to record the two times I dreamed of my daddy. I dont know why I have these dreams or are they indicated anything. However, whenever I dreamed of him, I go visit him and say hello to him. So that he wont feel lonely somewhere in the world.

 

(116 Day)

Thought 3.3

I buy two new toys for myself

From now on, i need to practice controlling myself. Facing myself, move myself, responsible for myself.

With no excuse.

(121 Day)

Thought 3.2

重拾生活

做餅 拍照 學習 實踐私人計劃
這樣的日子真好

(127 Day)

Thought 3.1

沒有刻意把這兒荒廢 只是連生活都被荒廢了好一陣子

不整理思緒 不整理照片
不盤算日子 不盤算遺憾
去過最真的旅程 犯過極大的錯誤 剪過獨特的髮型 聽過美好的音樂
路 一點也不平坦 好的總比壞的多 只是有時好的都躲在一角
而我們只看到眼前鋪滿起伏不平

(137 Day)